A Long-awaited Newsletter from Me

Hey Y’all

Since it’s been awhile that I’ve written an official newsletter and I can’t think of anything else to write now and it’s almost the end of May here’s a newsletter from Author Wade Webster.

I still don’t have a publisher for my books. I’m still driving my life away. I’m still paying my bills as they come in with not much more to spare. Now aren’t you glad I haven’t been sending these out on a regular basis?

Seriously, you need to stop trying to live vicariously through me and get a life.

Sorry…Mr Curmudgeon sneaks out when I least expect him to sometimes.

By God’s grace I’m staying healthy. Not doing too well on the wealthy front, but the wiseguy seems alive and well.

I suppose that’s all because I can’t seem to work in that early to bed thing old Ben talked about.

The driving jobs have been fairly steady. Which is good for the budget, but remains a challenge for the sleep cycle regularity thingy. I’m glad I’ve come across some great vitamins and supplements to help me stay awake and alive. Prayers are the best supplement I’ll ever depend on, so keep them coming.

The Apainter Paul’s work needs have been spotty. He did get some work from me for a job he needed some help getting done in a bit of a hurry. Everybody came out of that one smiling.

North Texas Biz Assist might be coming to life finally. I have two separate tentative appointments this Wednesday to discuss giving a mobile app to two non-profits; Poiema…a grassroots effort to help find missing girls stuck in human trafficking around Dallas. And The Samaritan Inn…a homeless shelter in Collin County that helps folks get back on their feet. I consider these a first fruits offering to God for the business. The apps will give other business owners a way to help by paying for sponsorships on the apps. Once they learn what I do they might want to do business with me, too. These will be the folks I’ll want to work with best anyway. So it’s the best way I can see to help and be helped at the same time. Prayers for God’s will here are greatly appreciated, too.

I’m attempting to get up the nerve to get things progressing on the personal relationship front as well…gulp. I didn’t expect to be jumping back into that pool at this time in my life, but it is what it is. I definitely desire God’s will here. I thought I chose well the first go-around but apparently not. I’d much rather remain single to be single-minded on serving God at all times rather than being pulled away for potential family issues, but I think God has brought someone into my life who desires the same for her life as well. Oh yeah, I’m bathing this one in prayer, too. Please join me here.

If you have anything you want me to pray for you for leave a comment and I’ll get right to it.

Until next time keep smiling.   Wade

I got a promotion at church this week

Some days God steps in and surprises the gigglies out of me. This Sunday was one of those days.

First, let me back up and fill you in on the week I had that led up to this promotion.

Last Saturday I drove late which meant I slept less than 6 hours before I went to church. A cup of coffee was enough to keep me alert for the sermon. Not that a Chuck Swindoll sermon needs much outside stimulation.

I turned down an early Monday morning driving option for two reasons. 1) I needed a 34 hour reset by federal law…so noon was my earliest start time available. 2) I had an important meeting at church that had absolutely nothing to do with foresaid promotion.

The meeting was to determine who would be awarded the Howard Hendricks Memorial Scholarship this year. Yeah, it is an honor to be included in anything Howard Hendricksish.

We had to pick which male graduating senior and a female counterpart would receive fifteen hundred bucks for college. The guys were relatively easy since there was only two who filled out an application. Six ladies took a bit longer to sort through.

They blacked out the names on the papers so we couldn’t guess who these folks were. They gave each of them a color for us to keep them straight.

The boys were red and blue. Did anybody think this through? Especially coming off the most contentious national election aver. Boy blue never stood a chance. My buddy Steve’s letter of recommendation helped a lot, too.

The ladies required a lot more attention…as they usually do. We whittled it down to two. I felt I contributed when the last words out of my mouth were, “Yellow has my vote.”

We put the required paperwork in the proper envelopes and packed up to go home.

Tuesday I finally got to work with the Apainter Paul again. He had an interior project the folks wanted done asap so they could put the house on the market ASAP.

Since I still owed Paul almost two full days of work to repay advances he gave me to pay May’s rent it worked out well all around.

Wednesday found me driving to San Antonio before sunrise for a 13 hour day.

Thursday I was back to painting for the Apainter again. We got enough done that he could finish it on Friday…cuz.

Before midnight Thursday I was off to LaLA. I’m guessing that since New Orleans uses the acronym NOLA then Lafayette, Louisiana goes by LaLA.

Even if I’m wrong I was praying I didn’t doze off to lala land while the wheels on the eighteen wheeler were going round and round down the interstate. My eyes were heavily suggesting that possibility was possible just before the only rest area along my route in Louisiana.

Since federal law required me to take a half hour break I lost consciousness with the wheels stopped. Which is a good thing.

A couple of hours later I was killing bugs in a motel room I used for more sleep. Even my boots were stored off the floor whilst there.

I drove home the last half of Friday to get the required time off to drive to Houston on Saturday.

Yes, for any mathematicians reading this that’s six days of work in five days. That’s the type of “it never rains but it pours” life I live these days.

I crawled into bed with a potential of six hours of sleep before corporate worship time. I think I slept about four of them. That’s what I get for trying to sleep at different hours of the day and night.

Pastor Chuck delivered another winner of a sermon during first service. Then I was off to C-119 to fulfill my role as the toddler whisperer…or so I thought.

I recognized some faces of kids and adults in the room when I stepped in. Mild chaos was in it’s regular place.

Then Everett was brought into the room. One of the women held him to try to settle his nerves. He squirmed out of her arms and ran around the table straight at me. Since both of his arms were held high I knew that meant one thing. I was his only best source of comfort in that room.

I picked him up as his momentum flung his body toward me. His head landed on my shoulder before his next sob.

We spent some time in a rocking chair while everyone else ate cookies at the table. Our cookies tasted just fine in that chair, thank you very much.

Everett felt at home after a few more minutes together so I consumed the chocolate cupcake that was brought in for me. I like me some perks, too.

Another boy had a meltdown after that so I picked him up only to have another fella want my attention.

With a boy in each arm Everett decided he needed more of me then, too. The only choice I had was to reach around each boy and lift my little buddy up with my hands.

That’s the moment I was promoted from the toddler whisperer to the toddler magnet.

When one of the ladies in the room saw me she offered to take one of my friends. I said, “No, I got this.”

We sauntered over to a rocking chair until. One by one, the tykes decided to go off and play.

I recognized what was happening there. I was being Jesus to those boys when they needed me most.

Have you ever felt like your prayer request is a nuisance to God?

You think He’s got His hands full with another shooting or war or disaster or whatever. He doesn’t have time for little old me.

Stop thinking that way. His arms are more then big enough to reach around every little thing happening in this puny world we live on to stop and give you the attention you want from Him.

Don’t ever hesitate to tell God what’s on your heart…no matter how small it might appear to you.

God adopted you into His family to spend all the time you need with Him.

Even when everything seems out of control, God will stop and give you His full attention as He says, “I got this.”

Fill your love tank with God every chance you get.

He’s got a lot more energy than this old truck driving toddler magnet will ever have.

Keep smiling.   Wade

IT’S YOU SIR

Nathan paused when he approached the throneroom door. “LORD, give me the strength to do Your work here.”

He pulled the door open and walked up to King David.

David smiled and cocked his head to the left. “Nathan, I didn’t expect you today. To what do I owe this pleasure?”

“There were two men. One of them had vast flocks of sheep and cattle. The other was poor. He saved and bought a lamb one day. This ewe was like a daughter to him. It ate from his hand and drank from his own cup.”

Nathan paused.

David was staring toward Nathan’s right. A smile was on his face.

“A third man came to the rich man’s house one day. Not wanting to decrease his herd he took the poor man’s lamb and had it prepared for the traveler to eat.”

David’s fist came down hard on the throne’s hand rail. He sat forward. “No. That man shall die for that and he must repay four times for such a travesty.”

Nathan stepped forward and stared into David’s eyes. “It’s you, Sir.”

David’s mouth dropped open. The color drained from his face.

“The LORD God chose you from the sheepfold to rule His nation. You were given protection from Saul. His wives became yours. Judah and Israel obey your commands. If you wanted more He would have given it. Why have you despised the LORD’s commands? You killed Uriah with the sword of Ammon to have his wife for your own. Because of this the sword shall never depart from your own house.

“You kept this private, but God will have your wives used in broad daylight. Your own sons will rise up against you.”

David sat back. His palms rubbed the hand rails. “I have sinned against the LORD.”

Nathan nodded. “The LORD accepts your confession. You shall not die. Since this has brought such rise to your enemies to blaspheme the LORD the child shall die.”

Nathan turned and walked out of the throneroom to the sounds of sobs.

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I would not have wanted to be Nathan on that day.

I’m glad he had the spine to carry out what God gave him to do.

You may be wondering why I included this in a series of devotionals on prayer. There is no prayer to God in this exchange.

No, but there was leading up to it.

David committed a double sin with Bathsheba and Uriah. He did his best to keep it quiet. He thought he succeeded.

You can’t keep a secret from God.

He knows every little thing that occurs.

You might keep a secret from your closest friends, but never from God.

We aren’t told how Nathan discovered the details about David’s dealings. We are told God sent him to David to inform him of the consequences of his actions.

Somebody was sent to Bathsheba’s house to bring her to David that fateful night. They pointed out that she was a married woman. Did they leak that to Nathan? We’ll never know.

Did God speak to Nathan with a dream? The parable he told could have been a dream Nathan had that night.

At that time God did speak to men in an audible voice and in person. If one of these methods was used it remains a mystery to us.

God’s primary means of speaking to us today is through these stories and other messages in the Bible.

The important thing for us to carry out of this exchange is the need to confront sin as sin.

Nathan was given the difficult task of informing King David of the consequences of his sins.

A king has the authority to have someone’s head removed from their shoulders if they make them unhappy.

Nathan followed the decrees of a much higher authority than a human king. He answered to the King of kings.

And so do we.

That doesn’t mean we’re to go around pointing our fingers at everybody we know is living in sin. That would be a never-ending undertaking.

There are individuals who are brought into our lives that we are given a certain amount of influence over. Close friends are included in that group. So are church leaders, especially if you happen to be on an important committee within the church. Family members might listen to you, but not if you come across as holier than thou.

I think Nathan was a mentor to David at this time in the king’s life.

David would have coveted someone who had a connection to the God of the nation he was called to lead.

The title of prophet was given to Nathan because of that connection.

Make sure your connection to God is strong before you go about confronting sin in anyone’s life.

There are guidelines established in the Bible to be followed in certain situations. Make sure you know them before you try to carry them out.

Remember we live under a covenant of grace these days because of what Jesus endured on the cross. We don’t stone folks for committing certain sins now like they were told to do in Old Testament times.

Even Jesus refused to have the adulteress stoned before he died. Mary could have been stoned after she was found to be pregnant with Jesus. Let that thought sink in.

We all sin and fall short of God’s glory that’s why we all need a savior.

I don’t think Nathan wanted to confront David that day. He was simply following God’s orders.

If you want to carry out confronting sin for anything but godly reasons check your motives.

Your own sin of power might be clouding your judgement.

If you’re on good ground for stepping in to change a situation by calling someone out then pray hard about it. Then go for it in God’s strength.

We need more Nathans in today’s world.

The line of what sin is has become too blurry these days.

Go in God’s grace.

I’ll see you later.   Wade

A Poem for Moms Everywhere

We’d be nowhere without our moms

Our life begins inside her tum…my

She feeds us food and sings us songs

She lets us know that we belong

When we feel sick she holds us tight

Sometimes we keep her up all night

As we mature she tries to help us

Too oft we insist that we can do this

We’ll never know how many prayers

She sends to God to keep us safer

We tear her heart up when we’re bad

Our hearts break too when she is sad

She loves it when we bring our kids over

The laughter they share is great to recover

As mom becomes feeble it us who now pray

Please, God, don’t leave her like this everyday

Eventually God comes and takes her soul home

A piece of our heart is missing for now

Tears of grief will fall from our eyes

God understands and heals as we cry

Dear child be thankful for the mom that you’re given

With Jesus as savior we’ll meet up in heaven

YOUR HOUSE NOT MINE

Nathan watched David pace. “What are you thinking about?”

David stopped. Looked at the prophet, then his walls. “Is it right for me to live in such an extraordinary cedar palace while the ark of God dwells in a tent?”

Nathan shook his head. “You are clearly in God’s will with whatever you do. How else could you be so successful? Whatever you have in mind to do do it well.”

David smiled as he paced again. “It must be the most magnificent structure ever built for the LORD’s dwelling…”

When Nathan left King David was discussing building details with other advisers.

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God spoke to Nathan that night about the matter. Nathan went to David the next morning.

David was just finishing his breakfast. The smile was still on his face from the previous evening.

Nathan sat across from David and made sure he had direct eye contact. “The LORD spoke to me last night concerning your desire to build Him a structure.”

David pushed his dishes aside. “What did He say?”

“Go to David with this message: Have I ever told anyone to make a building for Me to dwell in? It has been My desire to dwell in tents so My people can come to Me. I called you from tending sheep to lead My people Israel. I have wiped out your enemies from before you to give you peace. Your name has become great among all peoples. I will plant My people in this place but you shall not be the man to build Me a temple. Your son will do that job. I will establish your line through him that will last for all eternity. I will not remove my Spirit from him like I did to Saul.”

Nathan followed David to the tabernacle.

David bowed before the ark. “Why me, oh, LORD? I deserve non of this. Israel is Your nation. I am Your servant. You make it sound like a small thing to establish my lineage forever. How do I fit into this, Your plan? I am humbled. May Your name be magnified forever. There is none like You, my LORD. Now let Your word be fulfilled for Your glory. I desired to build You a house, but You have declared that You will build me a house that will last forever. Let Your promise be kept for Your honor.”

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King David, a man after God’s own heart, desired to build the temple but God said no.

You would expect to see remorse from the man for this divine refusal to be responsible for such an undertaking. Not from David…especially after he heard God’s promise to continue his line of kingship forever.

Yeah, that would blow my mind, too.

I find it interesting that God didn’t speak to David about this matter but chose to talk to Nathan this time.

With the advantage of knowing what would transpire after this event I can come up with some reasons why God did this.

  1. Nathan needed to learn to ask for God’s will in all things. His knee-jerk reaction to the great King David letting him know he wanted to build God’s permanent temple was to tell him yes. He did this because he thought God was giving David the desires of his heart. It made perfect logical sense from where they sat. But God has a different perspective on everything. Never forget that.
  2. Nathan needed to be established as God’s spokesman to David. The king’s power would go to David’s head eventually. Nobody’s perfect. After about a year of trying to cover up his affair and subsequent murder of Uriah, Nathan would confront David with a parable that grabbed David’s full attention. By the time Nathan told David God’s verdict the king knew why he hadn’t heard from God himself.
  3. God chose now to promise the lineage of the Messiah. The Savior of the world had been hinted at so many times through Israel’s history. Nobody knew exactly when it would occur. By pinpointing whose genes the Messiah would come from God let everyone know His plan was still unfolding. The shepherd-turned-king would shape this humble servant leader still to come.

Let me ask you some questions now.

  • Do you seek God’s will in all of your decisions? This could be as big as who you should marry if you’re single to what foods you should eat for each meal. Whose kingdom are you building?
  • Have you chosen your friends well? Do you surround yourself with others who are desiring God’s will for their lives? Or are those around you looking out for their own interests alone?
  • Is the Messiah real to you? This is the most crucial question anybody can answer. Jesus would fulfill all of the promises God made throughout the Old Testament. Choose Him as your Savior.

God seldom answers two prayers the same way. David wasn’t even expecting a response from God in this matter, yet God spoke to him.

God got David’s attention in a unique way to let him know he’s not in this by himself.

Prayers should be sent to God directly. I’m not denying that. But, don’t neglect to let others share input on your decisions as well.

Surround yourself with godly individuals who seek God’s will, too. Sometimes God will shape His response to you through their life experiences to aid you in your decisions.

All of this is for nothing if you reject Jesus as your Lord and Savior.

I refuse to sugar coat that statement. This man who would come from David’s genetics will rule in an everlasting kingdom. God’s promise will be fulfilled.

Anyone who accepts Jesus as anything less will be left out of that kingdom.

That’s not my opinion. That’s God’s declaration.

God has done all He can to bring us into that kingdom.

It’s up to us to let as many people know that as possible.

When you pray to God, surround yourself with godly friends and accept Jesus as your Savior everything will fall into place.

I’ll see you later.   Wade